Hokay, so I'm gonna go jump out of a plane tommorrow... I'm excited, I think it's gonna be a lot of fun, but also just a wee bit terrified... o_O Anyways, we'll see how it goes ^_^

Regarding my earlier post - it's interesting that that emotion wasn't spurred at follies, our big, emotional get together, but a few days afterwards... strange that.

So here I sit in the CS lab in Painter - the stereotypical CS major, sitting at a computer, wearing taped up glasses, surrounded by other CS majors working on projects. "No, no, no the string won't work for this - we need to change the class." "Yeah, alright let's try this." It slowly fades into a low murmur of ununderstandable gibberish.

I just walked by Jester for the first time after Orientation this year - I drove up, and half expected to see fellow Orientation Advisors walking out of the building, or cluttering up the lobby. Instead I saw a cleaning woman through the glass doors, sweeping up the dusty floor of the entrance. I walked into the Jester West concourse and into Jester store, and as I left I could literally see the tables set-up for check in - people running around to organize the 1000 people to come through that week. Smiling faces separating parent from child... and it started to hit me - never again. Simply put - never again. Never would I cheer on the aisles of opening session on Day 1, or give a monologue at Diversity. Never again touch people through CI or be able to run up and scream on stage or cheer in the aisles of Traditions, belting out the Fight song. Never again would I be able to walk down to the Jester lobby to be surrounded by friends. Never again would I be able to try and help the program, or make a memory CD (the irony of that statement is rather entertaining) And never again would I have the chance to meet a group of 90 AMAZING people, and try to make as many friends as possible in the short half-year we're together. I think it's starting to hit me.

*sigh* I think I'm going to cry.

ookayy...


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Wow, one of the best feelings in the world is being able to talk to an old friend you thought you lost all contact with, just have an honest conversation with each other, and help each other through random decisions. Thanks, it was good to hear from you again. ^_^

I just got back from follies - the end of the culmination of the three years I have spent with orientaiton. Only after most of the people left and when I talked with Kevin A. did I start to get emotional... I actually started to tear up. Before that point, it was all sleep deprivation numbing everything. But I talked to him, and we both began to tear up. Thanks again, Kevin, you really did help to put me where I am today.

sorry, haven't posted in a long time... NO FREE TIME! Anyways, I have some neat quotes from Punch drunk love.

"I have a love in my life, it makes me stronger than anything you can imagine."
"I just wanted you to know, wherever you're going or whatever you're doing right now, I wanted you to know that I wanted to kiss you back then."
"You've gotta hope that there's someone for you, strange as you are, who can cope with the things that you do without trying too hard."

Will update about the summer later.... too much to do now -_-

Hahahahahhaahahahaaa!!! ^_^

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Not neccessarily looking forward to either of these movies or anything, but this is just funny - I think that CNN is running out of ideas for "Technology" articles =P

Hulk vs. Terminator

HAHAHAHAHAA - this could NOT be more like me in High School... read it for a good laugh =P

High School.

Sorry I haven't been postng - it's been a weeeee bit nuts o_O