What now?

So what do I really, genuinely want?

Right now, I want to play some games, to relax and check out a little bit. I want to spend times with friends and have deep, philosophical conversations. I want to spend a lot of time with family again (immediate and extended). I want to get more active and healthy. I want to cull down as much as possible (physically and mentally) in my life until I'm down to the bare necessities of what I need.

How about after that?

I want to create. I want to play end make things that deliver joy and happiness in the world. I want to be around people who are better than me and push me. I want to spend my time working on the next big thing, not because of the success, but because it would be awesome to see it exist in the world. I want to laugh all the time, and I want to be around people that I love and love me and where we augment the good in each other and help remove the bad. I want to learn, I want to grow, I want to inspire and be inspired.

And before I die?

I want to explore and see what the world has to offer. I want to spend my life with an adventure buddy that gets me that I can be totally honest with and who helps me as much as I help them, in the excellent times and the really terrible times. I want to spend every moment of my life with passion and joy, through every action I take and every situation I'm in. I want to help people and teach people, from kids to adults, my own family or others. I want to realize my potential for myself and those that I love.