7/31/2003

Massive quizzage!

Night Sky1
You come from the Night Sky. You're drawn to the
stars and planets, and it's no wonder why, you
came from them.


Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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You represent... hope.
You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.


What feeling do you represent?
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dominant
You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,
it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into
you playing the dominant role MEORW!


What kind of kiss are you?
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Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say 'Your head is in the clouds.'
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the clouds."


What type of eyes do you have?
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You are NEMO!
What Finding Nemo Character are You?

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Smooth and dark, you are potent and bitchy yet seductive and irresistible
Congratulations! You're a black velvet!


What Drink Are You?
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Smirk
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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You Are Beauty
You are Beauty.

You are beautiful, whether it be on the inside, the
outside, or both. People are drawn to you as
strongly as you are drawn to the beauty in the
world around you.


What Emotion Are You?
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HASH(0x872b3a8)
avoidant


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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YOu see the world in Neutral
Neutral:
Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you'll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.

Made by
Sara



What color do you see the world in?
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storm
You are Storm!

You are very strong and very protective of those
you love. You are in tune with nature and are
very concerned with justice and humanity.
Unfortunately, certain apprehensions and fears
are very hard for you to overcome, and can
often inhibit you when most need to be strong.


Which X-Men character are you most like?
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You are Neo
You are Neo, from "The Matrix." You
display a perfect fusion of heroism and
compassion.


What Matrix Persona Are You?
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pg
What rating is your journal?

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7/30/2003

...thanks...

I was just reading through my old entries and comments, and I really wanted to say something to anyone that actually does read / comment this thing.

Thanks for the thought, and thanks for commenting, it really does mean a lot to be able to see what other people are feeling as well, and that people care.

Thanks.
Frustration

ARGH! Now I know how I became a depressed, annoyed, angst-ridden, sad, frustrated, angry teenager in high school!

AHHHHHH!!!!!!
I NEED TO GO BACK TO AUSTIN.

7/29/2003

Old Friends

Wow... that's what really good friends are for, those four and a half hour long conversations that you have after not talking to each other for months on end, just sitting back and catching up on the most random thoughts in the world (and getting an art fix =P). It was SO great to be able to just rant and rave to each other about old times and new. It was wonderful to be able to take a few hours out of our busy lives and talk, it's been a while, thanks Shell, lots of love! ^_^

and BTW, I loved the picture! =P (will be posted later)
Old Music

Tonic - If You Could Only See

If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me

That was playing on the car ride back - oooold song (1996 - 7 years ago, can you believe that?), but good one ^_^
Woo! Been a long time since I've had a late night talking with Anthony, Chamal and Phoebe. Nothing like Tony to remind you how terrible of a world this place really is! (He's one of them evil lawyer types... that's why)

Now off to sleep, only to wake up early! Whee! -_-
I've had this song stuck in my head for a long time now... and I finally really read the lyrics tonight.

Lifehouse - Somewhere In Between

I can't be losing sleep over this, no I can't.
And now I cannot stop pacing.
Give me a few hours, I'll have this all sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing.

'Cause I cannot stand still.
I can't be this unsturdy.
This cannot be happening.

This is over my head but underneath my feet,
'Cause by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat.
And ev'rything will be back to the way that is was.
I wish that it was just that easy.

'Cause I'm waiting for tonight,
Then waiting for tomorrow.
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real and just a dream,

What is real and just a dream,
What is real and just a dream.

Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in?
Don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again.
I don't want to run away from this.
I know that I just don't need this.

'Cause I cannot stand still.
I can't be tihs unsturdy.
This cannot be happening.

'Cause I'm waiting for tonight,
Then waiting for tomorrow.
And I'm somewhere in between

What is real and just a dream,
What is real and just a dream.

What is real and just a dream.



Somewhere In Between (commentary by Jason Wade)
Before my girlfriend and I got together, she had broken up with this guy. I'd been head-over-heels for her for years even though she was dating him. So they broke up, and I was like, "Man, if I don't make a move now, I may never get a chance." I was always friends with her but never really could get a step further. So I started taking her out to dinners and stuff. She was a little bit on the rebound, but I think she had some feelings for me. We were at that point where we weren't sure if we were dating or not, or even if she really liked me in that way. It was a very vulnerable time for me and that's when I wrote "Somewhere In Between." I poured all those feelings into the song. Then I played it for her and that was it - we were together.


"I poured all those feelings into the song."

Wow... I wish I could do that... *sigh* -_-

7/28/2003

NozomiYume: well, depening where I do grad...
NozomiYume: I may or may not even be in the state :-/
Raging Aardvark: !
Raging Aardvark: dude,
Raging Aardvark: there are BEARS outside of texas.
Raging Aardvark: it's dangerous
NozomiYume: hmm.... do you have any time off before school starts, or is it back to back?
Raging Aardvark: i have about 8 days or so?
NozomiYume: suck
Raging Aardvark: you planning something?
NozomiYume: nah, just trying to see if you, me and mike, and others would have any time to do anything before school started
NozomiYume: even if it was a one or two day thing
NozomiYume: I dunno *shrugs*
Raging Aardvark: such as....?
NozomiYume: I dunno...
NozomiYume: anything
NozomiYume: just haven't been able to sit back and enjoy the company of many friends in a long time
NozomiYume: and w/ college coming to a close, I fear time is slim :-(
Raging Aardvark: !
Raging Aardvark: nononono
NozomiYume: dude...
Raging Aardvark: the future does not exist the future does not exist the future does not exist the future does not exist the future does not exist
NozomiYume: the aardvark rages on!
Raging Aardvark: grr.